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Monday, September 7, 2009

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

STILL WAITING FOR YOUR MAIL................
07.09.09,
Monday
6p.m
Dear Friends,
good evening.it's still raining.our Onam celebrations started in grand scale by associations.there were two grand sadyas yesterday.cooks were brought from kerala.ada prathaman was delicious!huge pookalam was put at the entrance of the hall.cultural programmes were held.ladies wore traditional kasavu saree,fully decked with ornaments n jasmine flowers....and the celebration will last till october 2nd.:)i get thrilled at anything related to kerala.it's my enduring love for my hometown.life is not just a routine,when i relive my past.i get recharged thinking of my home.
i want to share a morning mail with you today.i love reading the life history of great personalities.and now iam back with Helen Keller.her life is so inspiring n we really learn to overcome the difficulties that we face in life.
i'm only one;
but still i'm one.
i cannot do everything,
but still i can do something.
i will not refuse to do;
the something i can do.
today when i read this greetings,i thought of my close friend who disappeared three months before.we hardly come across good friends in life;so your absence is so painful.i still cherish the beautiful moments of friendship shared from the depth of our heart!
but i just don't know;what happened n what went wrong where.as the only way to reach you is writing this post,let me pen down my feelings.:)
Dear,you are far away,
but the distance was never a problem,
it does keep us apart,
but the distance can't change;
the feelings in my heart for you.
you were always so calm n collected,
i appreciated your postive attitude always;
you are such a wonderful friend,
with amazing ways of caring.
you hardly spoke or expressed your love,
your looks are so killing,
which took my breath away!:)
you said bye before leaving for pilgrimage,
and i counted the days n waited.
but,you never came back to this friend;
as you promised for no reasons known to me;
i don't know what went wrong;
or you had to sacrifice our friendship,
at the holy pilgrim centre!
please tell me was that fair?
or are you watching me from across the miles?
i fondly remember your post dedicated to me;
that was the best gift you could offer me.
and when my post was published,
you reached me before midnight.
dear,can you still be away?
in deep silence for long?
you had left me at the sea shore,
and still i'm waiting for you alone!
did you forget it's raining heavily?
and the waves are rising high.
but i will wait patiently,
as i still believe your words.
my good wishes n prayers are with you,
and tonight,i'm sure you will have a sleepless night.
as anu is so honest in her feelings,
and she pays to be sincere n honest!
friends,stay in touch whereever you are.it makes a lot of difference.just a smile, a mail,a call,a sms-choice is yours!

it's anu signing off................
and the dedication is to my best friend who is in the hide out..................Tum kahan...........?main yahan........................''
wishing one n all a cool n peaceful night,
sasneham,
anu



24 comments:

Raman said...

but the distance can't change;

Anu absolutely true. Onanm ennum ormakalilekkulla thirichu pokkaanu. aa ormathan theenaalathilekku oru ennayaayi ee post.

Readers Dais said...

Dear anu,
As always words have flowed sincerely and straight from ur heart,and how can someone run away from such sincere words,i really wish & pray for u to get back the amazing ways of caring to bring back your breath,& ur patience will bear fruit,ur wait will end & ur lonliness too.. in a rain at the seashore,bringing back a smile on ur face when promises are kept...

vEnKy said...

Hope you meet your friend sooner than later. That poem was good

പഞ്ചാരക്കുട്ടന്‍.... said...

ഹായി ചേച്ചി..
ചേച്ചിയുടെ സൌഹൃദങ്ങള്‍ എത്രത്തോളം ആത്മാര്‍ധതയുണ്ടെന്നു ഇതില്‍ നിന്നും മനസ്സിലാക്കാം...
എതാര്‍ധ സൌഹൃദങ്ങള്‍ ഒരിക്കലും നശിക്കില്ല....
അതിനു കാലവും ദൂരവും ഒന്നും തടസമാവില്ല...
അല്ലെ....?
എന്റെ എല്ലാ ആശംസകളും...
നൈസ് പോസ്റ്റ്.....
സ്നേഹപൂര്‍വ്വം....
ദീപ്...

MUMBAI_MALAYLEE said...

NICE!!!!!!!!

Deliberately Thoughtless said...

Mmmmm.. I like this post.... If he is meant to be ur friend, he will come back.. Otherwise.. not worth waiting for, isn't it? Life will go on and onn.............

G.manu said...

Again a nice post.

Friend madangi varatte ennu prardhikkunnu....

:: flyingstars :: said...

distance and boundaries hardly matter when two pure hearts are connected with an unknown ribbon of pure feelings, love and care...the depth of feelings increase when you are away and the same depth of feelings sharpen when you are near....lovely reading....hope you had an wonderful Onam celebrations!

ARINDAM DEY said...

Its not the distance that sets you apart but the pangs of heart that still brings you together is what that makes this work beautiful and appealing to whoever ever experienced love, care and friendship. Wonderful attempt Anu... Keep gifting new works like this. Kudos!

Ayesha Parveen said...

Hi Anu,

If Krishna wills it, your friend will come back to you.

Best wishes for a happy reunion:)

Ayesha

അരുണ്‍ കായംകുളം said...

അപ്പോള്‍ പൂക്കളവും ഓണസദ്യയും എല്ലാമായി ഗംഭീരമായി അല്ലേ?
:)

മറഞ്ഞിരിക്കുന്ന ഫ്രണ്ട് ആരാണോ ആവോ?

anupama said...

Dear Raman,
thanks for the comment!
our Onam still goes on.two sadyas are on this saturday n sunday n beautiful pookalams n sadya will be the main attraction.:)
i know you are the best peron to know distance doesn't matter.:)
you have to wait a few more months to enjoy the togetherness of love,nah?
till then,get occupied writing posts.
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

Dear Unni,
unni,rightly said,words always flow from my heart.but i've realised the bitter fact that,sincerity fails in this zamana.
the wait ended,forgot the ways of caring n life is cool,now.
promises are hardly kept,words are easily forgotten,smiles are cruelly snatched!
those who left,will never be back!anu knows this better than anyone.
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

dear venky,
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
thanks for your comment n wishes for the meeting with my friend at the earliest.
the time limit is over n we will not meet;that is the truth.:)
hey,your new post is really humorous.when i come to chennai next i will contact you to get the address of the vada pav.:)
happy blogging!
may Kannan bless you!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

dear deep,
thanks for the lovely comment n wishes.time has changed bro,noone needs sincere bonds.
so,no expectations n hopes.
deep,those who have gone away will realise the truth sometime in future.but the problem is i won't be available.:)
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
do write new posts.i'm waiting.
sasneham,
chechie

anupama said...

dear mumbai dost,
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
thanks for the comment n making me feel nice too with ur coments.:)
i have to visit your blog n will be doing it soon.
have a great day.
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

dear Db.Thtless,
thanks a lot dear for your appreciation.who decides the worth?my mind tells something;but reality is not that.:)
you know what,at times one doesn't mind waiting for long,knowing that there is no come back.
when life just goes on,it's so painful.
still,the sun rises n sets at my dreams n hopes.:)
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

dear manu,
thanks a lot for your comment.prayers give strength to minds,true.but i never prayed for his come back.:)
he might have sacrificed our friendship.i accept it.
only a great mind can do that!
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

Dear Kalyan,
thanks for your lovely comment.i really enjoyed the lines.:)distance was n is never a problem for the strong bonds.the foundation is too strong,n the spirits are high.i think,u could relate very well.:)
kalyan,we have Onam celebrations for one month.two more on saturday n sunday.
looking forward for your DURGA POOJA post!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

Dear Arin,
HAPPY WELCOME BACK!thanks for your sincere comment!when the words flow straight from the depth of the heart,i know,arin,the minds that experienced love n care will be touched.:)
more good works mean more pains to the shaken soul!
MY GOD!amazing posts in your space!really wonderful!
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

Dear Ayesha,
Hearty Welcome Back!your visit graced my space.:)
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
i have surrendered my life at the LOTUS FEET OF KANNAN!the first n last destination!now i'm free of my stresses n tensions!
happy blogging!
sasneham,
anu

anupama said...

Dear Arun,
Thanks for your comment.yes,my onam n the Onam of all pravasis here was grand.
till 2nd,October we are celebrating Onam here.:)
hey,curiosity kills the cat!so,keep the curiosity with you n let the cat be in the sack!:)i bet,this time your CBI work won't help u.:)
HAPPY ASHTAMI ROHINI!
sasneham,
anu

vEnKy said...

@ Anupama

thank you, bows bows

remabh said...

I hope you had a good onam